Mother divine and spiritual experiences

aadi shakti

Spiritual experiences multiply your faith in the supreme lord. The Holy Spirit expresses when we are in some kind of dilemma about its existence. Sometimes it expresses itself because of definitive purpose. If you are pure from inside than you can feel its constant presence everywhere. Please note that some people get influenced by inferior spirits and consider them God themselves. Their expressions and methods are clearly different than the real spiritual experiences. In fact in Hindu mythology, people influenced by “chokis” and so called devi devta often live a very wretched life, as the spirit is nothing but a powerful ghost. One should not seek such people as you may have to pay back the help been taken from them. For that, you may have to live in “Preta yoni” after the death so that you can repay what you have taken from a “Preta.”

The real devtas never enter a body. They influence you through thoughts and actions. You live a clear and happy life and that can only occur when your heart is as pure as a child. In fact every beautiful expression in this world, is nothing but an expression of God. Every painting, dance form, melodious voice is an expression of the Holy Spirit. When you really want to listen and feel, you can hear the internal voice. It is dogmas, when we consider a person as God. Jesus Christ, Guru nanak Sahib etc never called them God. In fact, these holy spirits never announced any religion. Religion is an adulteration of the truest spirituality. Books and theories were never written but they were further advocated by clergy of different classes. The true religion is humanity and naming it is like stabbing the true Holy Spirit.

I am hereby sharing some spiritual experiences. This might help people who does not believe in God. I am not giving any logic or anything, as logic has nothing to do with God, though he himself is very logical.

I was young and reckless and at age fourteen I was quite mischievous. One day, near about Deepawali (festival of lights in India) I was playing with fire crackers. It was a twelve sound cracker I was playing with, and after seventh, it just buzzed off. At that very moment, I heard a motherly voice. It was telling me not to go near the cracker. It was a clear voice coming from nowhere and it was alarming me. So what I did was, I stuck a cotton swab in the end of a long stick and lighted it. I used it from a very safe distance and I was sure that I will be safe. After waiting for few minutes, I realized nothing was happening, so I went near the box and as soon as I lifted it up, I heard a loud bang and fell unconscious. I woke up, after fifteen minutes and found that nothing happened to me. This was the first time, I realized that we should never ignore our inner voice. From that point I decided not to ignore the voice, but you know time and fate is very decisive.

This incident took place during my early graduation period. I was meditating in front of mother divine in a temple. There was nobody around, and it was very peaceful. I was feeling so blessed that I do not even want to move. I don’t know how much time had passed, when I heard a voice. “Please go to Vaishno devi,”

I just laughed at the idea of going to the holy shrine. My graduation exams were near and I needed to study, so I asked mother divine that why and how would I go to Vaishno devi. There was no response, so I ignored the whole idea as some mind game.

I was coming back home, when I met an old friend, sitting near the stairs of a temple. After a casual hello, he asked me to be a travel companion for a visit to the holy shrine of Vaishno devi. I was shocked and inside I was sure, that mother divine helps me everywhere. I considered it as her order and no doubt my visit was a pleasant one.

This incident took place during late evening hours. I was meditating and looking at the small photograph of my beloved deity. I was angry with God, that I could not even see the face with that small photograph, so I asked the supreme power to do something about it. It was a casual demand and was a mere talk between father and the son. I never considered it to be listened to so carefully. Later on the same day, (which was after half an hours or so) a person came to meet me. During the initial know-how, I came to know that he sells the photographs of the deity I was worshiping. Bells started ringing inside me when he went down (my office is on first floor) and bought seven extremely large size photographs of the deity I was worshipping. You can understand, what happened later, but this incident left tears in my eyes. It was like loved back so mercifully and taking nothing in returns. I wonder what I have done for the God so that I should be loved and listened to.

There are many such incidents which I do not even remember now. Mother divine has shown her powers so many times in my life that I really feel that I am never alone.

Once, I was going for meeting some doctors in a party for I have to deliver my services over there. It was late evening hours and I decided to wear my favorite black suit. I was taking it out from closet when I heard the voice again. “Nothing lasts forever my son, and you should not go to the meeting today.” I had a very strong intuition that I am going to meet with a serious accident of some sort.

I had this strong notion that one should not promise anything if one is not able to fulfill the same. I promised the organizer and was adamant that I should fulfill it no matter what happens. There was this feeling of getting the immediate medical attention (even if I met with an accident) as I was going to meet lots of doctors over there. So I just shunned the nagging feeling and went out. It was rainy season and roads were pretty wet. I was driving at a higher speed as I was late. I saw a car coming from opposite direction. The driver was coming at a very high speed too, so I just turned the scooter to the side of road in the spur of a moment. This was done within milliseconds and I Immediately regretted the idea. I saw a ditch which was not visible at first as the road was not well lit. It was formed a day before when road was damaged from several places because of heavy pour. The front tire of the scooter bashed against the raised portion and I was lifted and thrown in the air. I fell twelve or thirteen feet away with half way covered with getting bruised by collision against the hard road. While lying down, I saw my scooter rotating in the air sideways, just like in the movies.

It was a shocking experience. There was a crowd round the spot. Some people lifted me up, others were picking up the scooter. A guy came with my watch. I saw that my ankle was bleeding profusely, and I had bruises everywhere. My favorite suit was torn apart. My scooter was all right even after that fall and so I went back home, dressed up again and went back to the hotel. Doctors gave me some injections and painkillers.

I know it was destined and it has to happen though I was warned intuitively. Mother divine never wanted me in trouble and so she warned me about it, but like a disobedient child I never listened to her.

Another incident which I am writing over here is related to a yearly anushthan (prayer ceremony) of mother divine. It was year 2010 and we didn’t have a proper place to organize the same. Many couples were invited and I was really perturbed. I decided to talk to government authorities for acquiring a public park for the ceremony. As you might be aware government related work is not good for normal people. Only the high and the mighty have access to such things. My application was getting obstructed at every level. I have seen the same park been used by local business community regularly for everything other than any public activity, but it was not allotted for a non-profit activity. So I decided to leave it to mother divine. If she is doing it then she must also find out a way to do it. I was walking past a huge temple and I saw a donation board hanging outside on the main wall. I immediately have an intuition that I have to perform the yajna over there. I know the man who owned the place, but the problem was that he did not knew an insignificant person like me. He was a highly placed person and I was sure that he was not going to listen. Regardless of all this I was intuitively guided to call him. I made the call and he invited me to join him at his consultation chamber. I was sure that he did not knew me and he will definitely oppose my suggestion, but everything was planned by her (goddess). He was very happy and told me perform it. He did not even charged me for the same which was quite very strange. I did not have proper money to perform that kind of activity but money poured in from all the directions. The ceremony was completed and it rained heavily on the same day. Now I realized why I was not allotted the public garden for the same. If it would have been a public garden then we would have couples running away in rain. It was well planned by the almighty only I could not see the plan.

There are many such incidents that have multiplied my faith in the eternal soul. This episode took place during regular consultation. A person came to my office. He was around his twenties with grey eyes. I was told by the mother divine to help him. I was not sure that why should I be helping him. What is so good about the person ?

I asked him regular things and wrote the predictions on a piece of paper. Then I asked him about his regular prayers and activities. He told me that he never recites anything but he visits a particular temple every day. This revived my curiosity and no wonder he worshipped the same mother I attended to. She wanted her another child to be helped and she ordered me to do so.

This is a very recent incident. Around seven months back I was told to go to a certain “Gurudwara” (The holy place of Sikhs). I was intuitively guided by mother divine to attend it regularly.  I knew about Gurudwaras but never went over there. This time as I was ordered so I started attending the daily shabads (The daily prayers of Sikhs). It was a profound experience and I really started liking going over there. I also visited her temple daily, but was told to first go to attend the guru or the teacher and then come to her temple. To my surprise I saw that she was very happy after I followed her guidance. This explains that God or almighty is united and is one. She never cares about religion or caste. That is the very reason why some Christian clients of mine were helped by me. I was actually ordered by her to do so. God or Holy Spirit has no religion. It is beyond the tertiary understanding of something called religion. It is not a mere coincidence that I had intuitions about 266^th pope. I had this perception that he is a very good man and carries a kind heart. Mother divine told me that Pope Francis is not just a religious figure but a highly evolved spiritual person.

Besides this, I have regular intuitions about people. I have an active system which immediately tells me about the spite carried by other people. I cannot help certain people as I get guided not to help them. Sometimes I have strange perceptions related to medical problems of people. At other times, I may get guided to write beautiful words or poems. These perceptions are clearer after meditation during early morning hours. Sometimes I can see exact time on clocks without looking at them. Sometimes I get guided to write answers to people and about topics I am not really aware off. I have no good knowledge about palmistry but I have intuitions about the working of lines.

My life is full of such experiences which really show the presence of supreme soul.

Lastly, just look at the photograph attached to this article. It was a casual click taken during a yajna ceremony in year 2009. Just see if you can make out anything.

Alok Jagawat